this post can be ignored...haha..really..

(hey...beginning will be very cham la..but at the end of this post,i successfully cui mian/comfort myself jor....haha...38!..so read dao front part can tak boleh feel worried de..but read finish jor jiu go leave comment say i very geng la...hahahaha..lala)

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teach me wad to do ba.....

xiuhuan...
i feel fan leh........

coz i gt a lot of works waiting for me 2 buat o..

i dah jadi comittee of RC..
my post is P&P-photographer & publisity
means nid 2 take pic n do publisity job de lo..

many thgs do de leh...
nid 2 decorate board..
n make video..
decorate banner,poster, invitation cards n so on la...

my dear xiuhuan~~~~
hoo~ hoo~

tak de apa de actually...
i jz wan a space to lepas all these..^^

now only week 2 ma...
but my timetable for d following weeks all penuh dy...
including all tests n quizes la...
T.T

jz feel stressed onli..
trying to cope wif all these..
i gt try de..

deflated jor d balloon..

positive de me faster cum bek ba..

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self talk:

zhangliping ar zhangliping...
haven start u jiu feel stressed...
how u knw p&p d job nt fun leh...?
how u knw u tak suka buat p&p leh..?
never try before doesnt mean u tak boleh buat ma...

--bukan la...i reali tak pernah help ppl take pics n record video all the way ma...
reali tak pernah meh?

--pernah..play play de lo...feel fun den record la..

yala...do d same in RC...feel fun den do....ok?

--y do i so reject to take tis job leh..?

shud not be like tat de..u shud try new thg..dunno jiu learn..learn til very geng..
nothing is impossible..giv urself more time, u can overcome all these..have faith in urself...

--teach me how 2 beat down stress ba...
whenever u feel 2 quit, thk bek ur original purpose 2 join tis...
y u come here?
y u buat tis..?
y u 1st decided 2 stay n do all these..?

ans these urself!

--i wan 2 help ppl...

yala...u say u wan 2 help ppl..den now u faham dy?
help ppl can be in many diff ways..
u doing p&p actually very meaningful de..
coz u take pics, perpetuate every moment-happy / sad for every RC ppl..sounds great right?haha...

-sounds better..but i still feel very busy o...coz i actually tak pandai manage my time de..even last semester i joined RC, i oso feel i tahan jor very sanfu..

but u c...wad u contribute brings bek fruitful return right?
tak pandai manage ur time, jiu learn 2 b pandai manage lo...
everythg oso start from zero de ma....

most importantly, u muz fill urself wif positve energy...d energy then only will bring success to everythg tat u wan 2 do..
ok ma?

--ok lo..haha..den wad shud i do now leh?i lost my steps...

now ar....rest rest xia 1st...den jiu man man step by step do RC d thg lo..cannot rush..bring ur heart while doing thgs...everythg can hilang, hati tak boleh hilang..understand?

wif d heart, u sure can de,zhangliping..^^



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will talk 2 my family about tis..
use soft tone..haha..
coz tak boleh oways go home dy...

--change ur mindset ya..zhangliping...when u feel tat u will be makan balik by the stress..thk of d original purpose..thk of d ultimate happiness tat u can bring wif ur hardwork...

thk of..

u doing all these ...nt for urself....for d ppl^^

amituofo..
please be at my side oways n oways...

especially when i luan luan thk thgs...
correct me...
tell me tat im wrong...
n help me 2 stand up n beat down all d stress..

(dun forget..never forget..RC ppl all frens lai de ma..
u bukan tak de ppl help la..k?

but,cannot thk like oways depend on ppl 2 help u la..d 1st thg before tat is...u sendiri muz understand wad 2 do, n stand up...sendiri muz hav sendiri de point n be sure on it..zhi dao ma?)

be sure wif my own point n stand...
tak mau swing here swing thr...

(how hard will it be..P&P..
show ppl tat u can...
hohohoho...

jk la...bukan becoz u wan 2 show ppl u can, u only buat d job la..)

rmb d purpose behind all these...u will gain power n d motivation 2 continue....

be positive..!!!tml will be better..!!!!

好恐怖的self-talk哦，不要误会啦，没有精神分裂，哈哈，只是理清一下自己凌乱的思绪而已……
任何问题都有解决的方法……
与其依赖别人，不如做个很开心和可以给支持partner并让他依赖的人，这样的我不是更棒吗？
lifeng, jiayou!!!haha..i let u depend la..hehehehe
haha...lalalalalallalalla...

ok la...继续做回38的自己

oh my god...好38哦..haha...

不要顾别人怎样想，自己稳住自己的“点”，自己懂自己在做什么比任何一切还重要^^

自己一定都要支持自己啊！
哈哈……唱反调是多么的辛苦

微笑吧。。我可以^^

hohohoho。。啦啦

突然想起38的partner唱起：我知道……我的未来不是梦。。他也未免太38了吧？哈哈

要加油哦，张丽萍！

muacks all my frens, u all oso ya..
take good care of urself,drink more water....

--actually tis post u all can ignore de..coz i talk 2 myself nia..hehe..--

now listening 2 jay's song---断了的铉
nice nice!!!
love jay's songs..!!although i oways cant guess dao wad song while jack was playing la...hehe..but suan la...nt important..^^

after all, i still feel thankful for all these de..^^
i feel dao support..haha

muacks la